
If I say a great epiphany
comes as inspiration for any piece of work, I'm being far from truthful.
To me, what comes is much more subtle and develops only during the
physical process of putting paint on the canvas AND PUSHING IT AROUND.
That may sound trite and bit insensitive to ears of those who do not
paint, but this process of "making art" is much more complicated and
deeper than a flash of inspiration. It's something one can't really
explain in words.
I started out at three, copying Picasso's "Woman in a Looking Glass" with
crayons from a photo in Life magazine. I don't remember why, it
just looked pretty and I had to reproduce it. That's pretty much all
I've ever done – make things I like to see. Making art
was always more important to me than the finished product.
Through
high school, then college (actually, colleges) I studied art.
And though academics were for the most part interesting and even fun,
nothing else gave me the feeling that art work did.
I
decided that if it was what I wanted to do, I had better hope I could make
some sort of living doing it. I have worked for a long time trying to do
that: to "make a living," so I could keep on doing what I wanted, not had,
to do.
It's
pretty simple, except for any pat explanation of why or what it is, but if
you accept the fact that I just do it, there seems to be nothing more to
say about my work than to look at it and hopefully find something
worthwhile in just the looking.
An
artist's approach to his work hopefully evolves over time, and in recent
years I have seen mine become more spontaneous, hence less narrative and
more oriented toward the pure design of a work, with less focus on the
subject. That keeps me challenged and one's work must always be a
challenge or he might as well stop.